If he fucked someone over with you, he’ll fuck you over too. Word of advice.
I feel so fucking fat.
I am so fucking fat. I can’t stand looking in the mirror and then at my fucking peers. It’s not right. Nothing I do fucking works. FUCK
when you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by yourself. you can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.
When I get home from Florida, I am bleaching more of my hair and dying the ends blue. Then investing in grey Creepers. I want to look fucking cool for school. Oh hell yeah.
'Best friends are the best lovers'
Hmm. Interesting thought really.
Thinking about deleting or deactivating my...
I kind of want to start fresh. Can you reactivate after you deactivate or….
UGH I FUCKING HATE HOW I DON'T GET TEXTS ANYMORE...
You never really notice how alone you are when you are constantly talking to someone 24/7…. And then you just stop.
You to call me. You to call me. To feel better. To stop eating. To lose weight. To lose more weight. To get tan. A new push up bra, my boobs shrank. For you to admit you miss me. For you to actually miss me. To get recognized. To get an audition. To be happy.
I just have this ache in my heart. This ache in my mind. I can’t describe it to anyone. One person actually guessed how I felt. He actually understands. Strange how even though he hurt me more than you could imagine, he’s helping me through this. “I would never do anything to hurt you” Pfft.
when you're trying to be nice and ask if someone...
and they completely blow you off. like, oh. alrightttt.